All this time I was wasting
hoping you would come around.
I've been giving out chances everytime
and all you do is let me down.

I bet you don't even remember
half the things i'll never forget.

It's the best feeling in the world
knowing someone missed your smile.(:

if you want me in your life,
you'll find a way to put me there.

when youu cant
stop smiling
after youu talk to him
&& you still get
butterflies in your stomach
&& that HUGE smile
across your face
everytime you see him,
you know you`ll
always love him.

hey girls. whatsupp? lifes been going pretty good i guess. ditched my ex boy toy. my ex got back with his ex. soo i guess ill just sit here... haha sike nah ive been okay without boys at the moment.. i mean the year just started.. and i havent done anything so far soo its straighht ;) soo i have an interview for a marketing internship tomarro and idk what to wear. help?!?! please. any suggestions? also any advice as to what i should say lol idk. this is my first interview ever so im kinda freakin out so a lil help would be greeatttt! i wanna go to college in california and i live in virginia so my dad was all like if you wanna go all the way out there you gotta get some kinda scholarship. i mean i swim. im in marketing. im about to get a marketing internship. what else do i need. im only a junior in highschool. please give me some tips and what not. that would be great :)

update.

My heart is on my sleeve and
that's where it'll stay until the day
you're brave enough to walk my way
and tell me the things you were
too stubborn to say.

Our memories of yesterday will
last a lifetime. We'll take the best,
forget the rest, and someday we'll
find these are the best of times.

I wanna be the one you're waiting
for, not the one waiting for you.

just because it didn't last forever,
doesn't mean it wasn't worth your while.

it feels like it's ending,
but it never really began.

I wanna be the reason
for the smile on your face
and the one girl in your life
that can never be replaced.

ive been eating okay i guess. not that bad.

intake- zone bar. grilled cheese. strawberries. goldfish. pita bread. chewy bar (3). cheddar cheese. and soon some pasta. meh. atleast i didnt go crazy like the other days. considering that i just found out my bf is messing with another girl...

if you couldnt tell im not the happiest camper right now.

So here’s to everything coming
down to nothing. Here’s to silence
 that cuts me to the core.

You can walk away
Say we don't need this
But there's something in your eyes
Says we can beat this
'Cause these things will change
-Change. Taylor Swift-

wanting you to be wanting me, no that aint no way to be.